Four Months 
so today I
- finished up a shot for work.
- put in a bid on removing thongs from the backsides of attractive women for an unnamed movie.
- picked up a new brake light switch for my '73 bronco
- went with JP to purchase new 650 rims for her bike.
- went to the bicycle kitchen where I replaced the axle on JP's front hub, installed her new rear deraileur, adjusted her brakes and front deraileur, and replaced two headsets for some other guy who came in, while JP re-laced and trued her wheels with the new 650 rims.
- had some amazing mint-apple gelato from Scoops next door to the kitchen.
- ate greek strained yogurt and a turkey and salami sandwich.
- took a shower to get all of that grease off me from wheel building and such.
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so, a pretty full day, with lots of accomplishments. I shouldn't feel down this evening, but I can't stop thinking about Helen and how much I miss her.
It's been four months since January 4th, and while some of the pain has faded, I am still so damn depressed.
I think I'm just going to have a drink and go to bed.
